烦

我的心又乱了. 每当我下定决心时,旁边又有很多人讲这讲那.
他们又不懂我要的是什么.
我不懂要怎样.
把他留在这,会步会害了他?
其实我很压力,要死我一个死好了.
他父母会怎样想?
他们的儿子是不是被我牵在这里?
太多决定,太多该放下的事情.
怎样才是正确的?

U know What U Dunno?

Sometimes we dunno what we dunno...Thats really!!!
I know what I know .. But I dunno how to do ..
I know what I need.. But I dunno how to get it..
I know how to get it.. But i didn't take any action to achieve that.
After grad, I started fear because I had a job.. But my job haven't get the salary.
I am the person who will feel unsafe if no money with me.
Maybe some ppl will say that I am the one with money eyes.
In the real world, that is truth. Everything or object purchase with money.
Sad.. Sad because where is my mission and vission?
Where is my motivative?
Where is my Hardworking?
Where is my value?
Why ???????
Nobody will answer me.. because they are not me.
I must work hard. I must !!!! I must!!!! I can do it!!! I must do it!! I won't forget the purpose why I am here. !!!